Letra de Blackout

What would you say if i threw it all awayThe life that i lead could it be more surreal[bridge]Searching in my mind in the order to find some sense of realityI fear that i am beginning to lose what's left of my sanityAwake again full of bloodstains on my handsI wonder where i have been whose death i have foreseenBreaking my will with the purpose to kill all shreds of humanityTo lose the control of body and soul is my main anxiety[chorus]Something's coming over me my reality slowly slipping awayI just can't remember but can't seem to forgetWho i am blacked out againCan't longer say what is real and what is a dreamThe demon is rising up from far deep down withinI have fallen into the deths of sinWhere the humanity ends and pain beginsBreaking free from this torment i must doIf i told you my secret, oh would you believe it's true