Letra de Blessing

All this time I've been alive
I have counted up the hours
And they don't seem to add up
I think You took them away from me
And don't say that You didn't
And don't tell me I'm an ungrateful son
When I chose to be in it
How do You decide
Who gets the blessing and who gets the curse?
I wanna know
I wanna know
I've been trying to decide
If I'm the best or if I'm the worst You've ever known
You've ever known
And be not afraid
Be still and know that I am God
When I walked on the water and the storms came in
Did you know I was sinking
How do You decide
Who gets the blessing and who gets the curse?
I wanna know
I wanna know
I've been trying to decide
If I'm the best or if I'm the worst You've ever known
You've ever known
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Oh whoa oh
Oh oh oh
I've been trying hard to be the son You wanted
But I don't have it in my body
I guess You'll have to carry me
How did You decide
That I was worth it and that I'm deserving of such sweet sacrifice
I wanna know
After all of this time
I've been cursing Your name since the day I was alive