Letra de In Loving Memory

I'm not alive. I'm not dead
I can't be alive not without you
I'm remembering everything and it hurts
All I wanted to do was to heal your wounds
I wanted you to see the beauty I see in you
But you were never willing to comprehend
You were never alone in this
I'm always willing to be
You were never alone in this
I was willing to be by your side
You always said, for the fight you'd be standing on the front lines
Where your heart is you'll find your treasure
Now it seems, I don't know, where your heart was at the whole time?
You never had to be alone through this and you know it
I was always standing by your side
Let me in your arms
Let me be your first
Let me share your pain
Can you just let me in?
I always wondered 'bout that look in your eyes, so cold with no emotion
(It started from the moment when I entered your room)
And your hands at your side
You can't hide from me ya know that I've been reading
(Saw the roses which yet haven't bloomed)
Your mind, and it's been telling me a story of an unhappy life
So full of pain and so full of regret
(I saw the gleam from the razor upon your wrist)
You left a message on my pillow that said "Never forget me."
I know you're so afraid of opening up, but I'm begging on my knees, can you just let me in?
(You told me it was the definition of our love)
It will never be over