Letra de Painting the White to Grey

Face I am nothing faceComplete by sarcastic tastes what a wasteI think I'd rather dieWanting never gaining I find myself pondering lifeAlways situations I can never hideCrying tears of anger hate depressed I never know the meNever know what to doSlit poor out the life A bottle of the viveA desperate cry for something else to justify I'm in a daze caused by painA failing force who wants to changePainting the white to greyPainting the white to greyNumb body shivering Blood dripping from the skinPainting the white to grey Painting the white to Plastic always drasticA vision of a psychopathic with a razorCrawling through the atticI know somewhere out there someone caresWanting me to get my head out of the cloudsAs they think it's time repairThese scars will never clearI'll never the same little oneWith hopes of one day maybe being saneI might have tried before but I locked the doorNow I need a reason to unlock it Cutting poppingI know I'm not the definition of your modelI'm always droppingLying crying I rarely find the relevance in always competing or tryingI'll take dyingI need to feel the shame in what it was that I didPainting the white to greyMy life summed up in a brush Cold in the back of a puppeteerBathroom floorThat's where I tried to diePainting the white to grey