Letra de Turd

I had a vision of myself
A turd spinning in flushing water
Not going down
I think of myself
As not going down
And maybe it's bad
To want to go down
But if I could go somewhere
At least it'd be a sort of conviction
If I could just keep a commitment
Maybe I'd be happier
If I could just go down
And not always have such a conniption
Every time I make a commitment
Maybe i'd be happier
Maybe i'd be happier
If I could go down
I had a premonition
About my next life
I was a peanut
And someone cracked me open
But they didn't eat me
I wanna get ate
'Cause if I could just be ate
At least then I'd be useful to someone
Instead i'm just a peanut all rotten
Sitting here and catching dust
If I could just be ate
At least someone might say I was worthy
And who would wanna nurse all this worry
If someone would swallow you
I wish someone would swallow me
Then I could go down
And take a peek at your insides
All red and brown
And come out the outside
And be a turd spinning
In flushing water
I wanna go down
'Cause if I could go somewhere
At least it'd be a sort of conviction
If I could just keep a commitment
Maybe i'd be happier
But I'll never go down
'Cause man that would just be way too easy
I'll never kill myself
But live forever
I'll live forever
Then maybe I'd be happier