My mind was playing on repeat
I could no longer separate what was real
From my own strong will to feel
That everything was fine
I decided to write down my endless thoughts on paper
To try to make everything seem a little clearer
I found a little black notebook on top of my refrigerator
I started ripping out the pages that I'd already used
I tore them apart - I needed a fresh start
And then I read some notes I made last year in October
There they were - the same phrases I've been repeating over and over
[Coro]
Let's go deeper
I wanna go deeper
I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanna feel free
I wanna be me
I wanna be the best I can be with you
Real change might take what turns
And when you think you moved on
You still need a little time to really come around
And the naked truth to release the mind
When I read those notes I made last year in October
I realised I've been losing my dream over and over
[Coro]
Let's go deeper
I wanna go deeper
I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanna feel free
I wanna be me
I wanna be the best I can be with you
