Here in this darkness that I lay
Depression heavy in its way
And how my body aches to leave
And sing its final eulogy
My sons I love you ever more
And though the road back ends once more
I see the damage that I've done
And search for redemption
But I am just a broken man
Who's soul cries out to understand
How the madness shatters me
Upon the stage on bended knee
I scream aloud at skies above
That answer mute, bereft and loved
I struggle not to fall from grace
I sing the hyms of my disgrace