There's something about me
I refuse to believe I’ve done
Something so dark I can no longer see the light of the sun
It keeps me up at night
So hold my heart, am I even still alive
I'm biting my cheek, this is a fucking disease
Wash me away with the dirt inside myself
I can't stay when death looks down on me
I am ready to take the blame for the monster that I am
Let me just fucking die
Let me just fucking run from this place
Cut me up, my guts will show my disgrace
I take my issues with me (I promise, I promise)
Wash me away with the dirt inside myself
I can’t stay when death looks down on me
Wash me away with the dirt inside myself
I can't stay when death looks down on me
You didn't want to face the way I am
Now watch your world fucking burn
You didn't want to face the way I fucking am
Wash me away with the dirt inside myself
I can't stay when death looks down on me
Wash me away with the dirt inside myself
I can't stay when death looks down on me
Damned if I go, damned if I don't
So damned if I go
Counting my days
You're better off without me