Letra de Jordan

[Intro]
[Verse 1]
Living like animals with no real shame
Like creatures that exist that God didn't create
My body speaks to me and I understand
It makes me say to it, "your wish is my command."
Like feeling tired but wanting to stay awake
Or spending money to cover up a mistake
Like running fast but always taking long breaks
Just like the feelings that she said she didn't fake
[Chorus]
I want to see the best version of me
The me that I know is not my friend at all
[Verse 2]
A man can trust himself to spend his life away
Trust himself to drink 'till there's a smile on his face
A drink can trust a man to have another sip
A man can trust a sip to stop his trembling lips
Like reading half and never open it again
Saying I was there when I ain't ever been
How I feel about the way God taunts
The same is the way I give my body what it wants
[Chorus]
I want to see the way I want to see
I'm all alone
I'm not my friend at all
I'm dead to me
I'm just a body
Is a man really alive
If he can't control his own life?
[Instrumental]