Now you got me
Questioning everything that I know
Everything that I owe - to you
Was it lie was it true?
Promises never came true
Am I really addicted?
Am I really convicted of my sins
Am I afflicted
By all the voices - inside of my head
Reminding me of bad choices
Reminding me of the faces
Staring at me defenseless
Now look at where we are
Breathing lies
Wishing on a shooting star
Playing wise
Let me fly
Let the spirit cry
Take me high
As I walk
As I talk
As I sleep
And I wake
As I look at my self and I realize that I'm not the one that I'm set to be.
Was supposed to be but I bailed!!
What!!? You expect me to fulfill you dreams I failed!!
As I look at my self and I go through my life wondering everything is right now and nothing is forever
And the what
And the how
And the way do I scream
Wish I bled
In my head
Am I dead?
Wishing I could stop this dream
Now look at where we are
Breathing lies
Wishing on a shooting star
Playing wise
Am I the architect of my downfall
Are you the architect of my downfall