[Verse 1]
Thinking back to where we use to lay
On my porch as the flowers grew last may
I never thought we would clear the plate
Just a throwback like a picture with grain
I know we ran too fast but
Nothing ever lasts
I can only see myself in
The bottle of an empty glass
[Chorus]
Nostalgic feelings i think i can taste it
You’ve got me tied in replacements
Mental illness i might as well face it
Tongue tied
I’m twisted and complacent
I know it’s not exactly what we planned
You sold my heart like contraband
I don't know if you really understand
But i feel like i can breathe again
[Bridge]
This last year was a blur
I’m doubting my self worth
Through trails and tribulations
I’m better off in my basement
[Chorus]
Nostalgic feelings i think i can taste it
You’ve got me tied in replacements
Mental illness i might as well face it
Tongue tied
I’m twisted and complacent
I know it’s not exactly what we planned
You sold my heart like contraband
I don't know if you really understand
But i feel like i can breathe again
[Verse 1]
And I’m reaching out to you
Choking on the truths i’m barely breathing
And you can lay right next to me
Without you i’m numb to comfort
I never grow up
It’s constant nostalgia
I always throw up
Thinking of a future
So leave my hoodie on the stairs
And we can pretend that we never cared
All the wounds will soon subside
I lied if i said i’m OK on the inside
'Cause i’m not OK on the outside