Letra de Rubix

I wish I could crack you
Solve you
Get a glimpse of the whole you
Make you mine but it seems only masterminds possess the ability to decipher you & find the answers buried inside you
You elude me
You continue to confuse me
And it frustrates me so much that I can't help but care so much
Its like being stuck in limbo while you're testing the lengths of madness I'd succumb to just to understand you a little bit better
Its almost as if you love playing games & your default setting is shifted so far away from playing it straight that all that's left is a maze you've structured to keep interest at bay while stress festers
And I'm on the brink of self-destruction.
You put up these walls of sophisticated construction designed to shut down & shut out the outside looking in for what I can only guess is a fear that they'll do to you what no-one else has
In my eyes, good. In your eyes, bad
You think we'll all mistreat you
You think we'll play with you & leave you
You think we'll mess you up so badly that no-one else will want to have you
Change you beyond the point of recognition
Discolour you so you're beauty is eclipsed in the predatory shadow of ugliness & instead of cheeks blushing red, they've turned crimson
Joy beaten out, hatred boiling underneath cursing yourself in a premeditated rage you foresaw would arrive if you gave risk a Hi instead of a goodbye
You knew it'd pan out this way
Well, not always...
Rubix, life isn't as dark as what you've been through
And all those hands that have touched you don't matter because there'll come hands that'll hold you & never let go of you
Instead of psychoanalysing you, they'll listen to your subtle gestures & the language of your body
Your muted sentences screamed through eye to eye contact
Hours spent connected till your contactless & colour's brought back to you
You deserve hands that won't see you as such a Pandora's Box & a puzzle undecode-able
Stop trying to change you but change with you
Stop seeing you as a Mission Impossible & switch protocols so calculation gets Ghost & a calm resonates in its place
There shouldn't be any hesitation about the position you should be given and if it were my decision you'd take centre stage
Be the centrepiece of my dynasty
Symbolize my crowning glory
Embody my joy, my heart, my pleasure, my everything
It wouldn't be enough to just play with you, I'd stay with you
Make happiness your only memory
Rubix, that's what I wish for you
I'd go to the ends of the Earth for you
Lay down my life so I'd be reincarnated as an angel & eternity was all I had with you
I wouldn't share you, I'd love you
Cuff you
Dig deep into you & show you I'm not like what you've been used to
Rubix, I know as much as you front that you're impossible to solve, you're not as difficult to figure out as you make out
You just need the right touch to piece you together

Ezekiel The Poet (c) Copyright 2013