My legs got tired
Running up
The long set of steps
So I sat down
And thought to myself
“You need
A really strong heart
To stand back up
Once you’re like this”
I took for granted
There’d be a happy ending
Like I saw in the movies
But once I realized
That it was all made up
I was able to laugh
About a lot of different things
And just say there was nothing I could’ve done
You’ll probably leave
Without even saying goodbye
The wind coming through my window
Smells like
The pool side
I’m still broken
The things I’vе taken for granted
Are gеtting farther and farther away
God’s watching all the time
I’m forgetting that too
Maybe it’s inevitable
That my head’s always full
Of me me me
I’m fine with that
But I’d like to be
At least a little bit kinder
Forget everything
That’s happened so far
You’re changing
Your whole life
In the hole in the wall
I wanna stay broken
Memories always
Sparkle just a little bit
I’m standing still all the time
Envious of them
Maybe it’s inevitable
That my head’s always full
Of what happened yesterday
I’m fine with that
But I wanna know what it’s like to be happy
At least a little bit
I bet we’ll never see each other
Ever again
But I’ll learn to smile about it
And say there’s nothing I could’ve done, right?