Letra de Withdrawal Symptoms

[Intro]
I don't wanna die
But the bottle is my home
I don't want to be touched
Is it my fault, is it my fault?
Is it my-
No
No, no, no!
[Verse 1]
I could never find the words
There's no cure for awkward
Drink until it hurts
I'm embarrassed
A gallon between me and the world
My irresponsible responses:
Belligerent and impatient
All adds to harm and foul; shame
Cutting myself
Displace my focus
I am heaving begging for space
Bleeding, I'm torn by a different me
[Pre-Breakdown]
Deflate the urge to complain
I accept the blade
[Breakdown]
Swallow the dirt
It doesn't hurt
Not when my thoughts are secured
But I'm never secure
Am I supposed to be?
I'm paranoid and can't sleep
[Pre-Verse]
Klonopin, liquor & fate
Ingesting all of my mistakes
Push them onto the floor
I couldn't keep them down
[Verse 2]
Shaking and swelling
I'm not convinced I deserve to be sober
Chew on chunks of mirror
To show I really regret it
Go, go, go, go, get it
I just want to be approached without the intent to disrobe
The expectation to drink 'til I'm numb
Ready to make you cum
No one ever gave a shit
[Verse 3]
I'm drunk, I'm easy
Between you and the reaper my body means nothing
So take it & don't give it back
I'm not sure it was mine to begin with
All they ever seem to say, "You wanna fuck me?"
But hear that boil in my chest
Don't you fucking touch me
I don't want it don't need it leaves me repeating my burning sensation bible and a bottle in my pillowcase
I wish I was sleeping
[Bridge]
I can feel the burn
I feel it burn
And I'll feel it
I feel it
Don't wanna feel no more
Forced to lay
To keep peace in the bottle
Until the stench is vulgar
I'm disgusting and I know it and I'm sorry but I can't stop!
[Outro]
I'm sorry
Momma
Love me
Dead