[Verse 1]
Twenty months thrown away
I know we've both seen better days
My family's asking where you've been, and it's hard to tell them
Oh it's hard to tell them
[Chorus]
That you'd rather throw it all away
Instead of fight for your love for me
(Fight for your love for me)
For me (Fight for your love for me)
That you'd rather close the books
Never pick me up again, dust me off and read me
You don't need me
[Verse 2]
Knowing that you're done, you're gone, you've moved on
It's so fucking hard to cope with
Told you that I loved you, and you said it too
But you didn't have to lie about it
[Chorus]
I wish you fucking meant it
Wish we could've mended
Wish we didn't end it
But now it's done and it's over with
And I wish you meant it, but now it's done and it's over with
And we could've mended, but now it's done and it's over with
I wish we didn't end it, but now we're done
[Verse 3]
So a few days later, you told me that you want to get together
You were looking for some closure, and I lost my composure
I told you, I thought you wanted space, so I'm giving it to you
I couldn't help it when I saw you, and I told you that I loved you
I wish that I could undo everything we've been through
[Verse 4]
It goes on, we started talking again
I was ready and willing to try and be more than friends
You were too, so we did
But it felt the same so we quit
[Bridge]
You said you were trying your hardest
(I wish you meant it cause you fucked me up again)
But I just wasn't feeling it
(You always know just how to get inside my head)
I wanted to feel loved and instead I felt none of it
(And now it turns out that you meant none of it)
[Chorus]
I wish you fucking meant it
Wish we could've mended
Wish we didn't end it
But now it's done and it's over with
And I wish you meant it, but now it's done and it's over with
And we could've mended, but now it's done and it's over with
I wish we didn't end it, but now we're done and I'm over it
