Pick apart my flesh today until I’m left with hollow bones
I walk across this wasted line
The ghost inside leads me blind
Falling from the tree of life;
I leave my loving soul behind
Saturated to the core with all this poison
You know I still want more
Decaying mind; what’s wrong this time?
The walls are closing in on me;
Another thorn in my side
Another struggle to test my rage
But all the while I sit here knowing that I could die any day
And still I decay
I walk along a shattered and crooked road
Feasting on the toxic and rotting fruit
Fucking up with every step I take
Crumbling my temple to waste away
And as another day goes by, I wallow in my selfish thoughts
Try to find way to stop this abnormal thinking
I just never thought this is what I’d become
I could go a long time with the way that I’ve been feeling lately
I hate me
I feel a loss of the reasons for breathing
I’ll take you to the bottom of the deep blue sea
And hold you there until you lose everything
Tie you to the anchor with no air to breathe;
Stare into my eyes until you feel like me
Until you begin to feel like me
