I am not the same
Vacant stares across an empty room
Hollow distances between me and you
I watched as the moonlight dances across the fractures in her pale skin
While I slowly decay in the silence
Bend and break me into someone I never wanted to be
Mould me and shape me, take what you need
Take a piece of me each time you leave, until there's nothing left
And I can't fight back
We're not done here I told you that things would be fine
But I lied, I've grown to love the pain
A lot has changed this past year, but that's okay
These things don't ever stay the same anyway
It's slowly sinking in so I'll shed my fucking skin
I'll shed my skin again
The truth was right in front of me
Pushing and pulling there's no end in sight for me
Now let me tell you that I've lost friends, I've lost family
I lost myself along the way if I ever had my time again I'd have have never stayed
Pick up the remnants of my shattered mental state
A lot has changed this past year, but that's okay
These things don't ever stay the same anyway
It's slowly sinking in so I'll shed my fucking skin
I'll shed my skin again
Wither away, I've never felt so alone
Why could I not see it, it's not my home anymore
